Saturday, September 27, 2008

It Rained Last Night

It's funny how rain brings out the stench in everything. Though, everything stinks to me, when I've only had a couple hours of sleep.

Funny, many people think it's best to sacrifice as much sleep as possible, as long as you can keep functioning. But it really makes the world foggy, and my brain fidgety.

I can't tell if I'm depressed or content. Is that bad? Maybe I'm neither, what would that be? Floating in apathy?

I don't know, though. I can tell I'm feeling something, it's just blurry. Disappointment, that much is clear. Somehow the daily disappointments that should be the norm are starting to wear me down.

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